Me -

Hello ,

With only me as a reader for my blog, i am here again... Time is 03:35 AM, 13th Nov'2012. Yes, Its Diwali :( . I am sitting here all alone (with a sardarji room mate in next room :) ) trying to sleep. But can't. Could not go home because i wanted to attend Noopur's wedding in the last week and so dont think it will be a good idea to ask for leaves again in office. Don't know why i don't like asking for leaves though its my right. I should learn from my 'colleagues'. Whatever i am writing is just the flood of thoughts from my mind. I am having a hard time with them in previous months. But it is something you cannot stop. I will see if this writing helps me. Till now i kept on writing to some girls who are my friends :) , but at the end i always feel, ki kyu unhe pareshan kar rha hu. Its not good at all. Sabki life me kuch na kuch hota hi rahta he, well i don't know how everyone handles it, but it has been my way of doing it. Which i should stop soon, otherwise it will be difficult in coming days.

I just returned from my eventful and exhaustive trip of Netherlands yesterday. It was a great journey of 8 weeks to the small country with a rich culture. Also got a chance to visit Paris,France and Antwerp, Belgium. Thanks to Tonnie for that :) . I will describe the journey and experiences some other day.

But i must say...... trip ekdum good rahi for me. I learned a lot. Not only about work. I learned about the topic which i think i enjoy the most- 'People'. Yes, Now i think i know what i like. I like reading, analyzing different people around me. Talking to them, and then again analyzing their views. This keeps me busy, that is what i want :) . And believe me - jab apka samay badalta he, log bhi badalte jate he. You can feel the changes easily. Those can be good or bad.

I think i should stop for now. I will try to continue on this page. Lots and lots of things are there. Doesn't matter if no one is reading, may be someday after so many years this will help me in knowing myself.

Tot ziens (Good bye in Dutch)
Vaibhav

( Just now i realized how bad i am in writing such stuff. :( . Not organised. Limited vocabulary . Wrong grammer (i can tell something is wrong, but what and where ... i dont know otherwise i would have corrected it) )

Unhi pe marta he ye dil, adavat kyu nahi karta,

Kai janmo se bandi he, bagawat kyu nahi karta.

Kabhi jo unse thi wo hi shikayat he jamane se,

Meri taarif to karta he, Muhabbat kyu nahi karta?

Aaj rootha hua ek dost bahut yaad aya,

Acchha guzra hua kuch waqt bahut yaad aya.

Jo mere dard ko seene me chhupa leta tha,

Aaj jab dard hua to wo Dost bahut yaad aya...

Majboor yadi dil se agar hum nahi hote,

khuda kasam itne mashhoor hum nahi hote.

Jo har ek dard ko jaam-e-khushi hum na pilate,

To is kadar muhabbat se bhare hum nahi hote.

Hum nahi wo ki jo halaat se dar jayenge,

Baat imaan ki ayegi to mar jayenge.

Aap fulo se bhi pairo ko bacha k chaliye,

Hum to kaanto se bhi gujre he,, gujar jayenge

Dushmani ki to kya puchiye, Dosti ka bharosa nahi.

Aap mujse bhi parda kare, ab kisi ka bharosa nahi.

Kal ye mere bi angan me thi jispe tujhko gurur aj he,

Kal ye shyd tujhko bhi chhod de,

is khushi ka bharosa nahi.

Kya jaruri he har raat me chand tumko mile Jaane-jaa,

Jugnuo se bhi nisbat rakho, chandni ka bharosa nahi.

Raat din mustkil koshishein..., jindagi kese behtar bane.

Itne Dukh jindagi k liye aur isi ka bharosa nahi.

Ye taklluf bhala kab talak mere najdik aa jaiye,

Kal rahe na rahe kya pata.... jindagi ka bharosa nahi.

Pattharo se kaho raaj-e-dil ye na denge daga apko,

E nadim aj k daur me admi ka bharosa nahi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Chahte the Jinhe Unke Dil Badal Gaye,

Samandar to wahi tha par sahil badal gaye.

Katl esa hua kishto me mera ki,

Kabhi khanjar to kabhi katil badal gaye.